玟希滑脚踏车

19.10.2019

姐姐的公司Dell 有family day. 但是则颖患上来手足口症，不能带他去了。

早上二姐来到我家载我，然后去载妈咪。谢谢二姐一直都是这样，帮我们解决载送的麻烦。

7点是4km funrun, 二姐带了孜愉。于是我和妈咪帮忙抱着她跑了一会儿，他们在spice 的前门就进回去了。我和妈咪努力的完成了4km,应该是我很努力，妈咪很轻松的完成了。哈哈。

过后，俊龙带了两个孩子过来。我只能带玟希去，则颖就不好带他去传染其他小朋友了。

玟希和孜愉一起玩沙画，不敢玩吹气的游乐园。又一起玩滑脚踏车。

中午去爷爷家。

很棒棒和很累的一天。

Medical check up

Why I still not learn the lesson?!

I come at 8:30am. I think I'm almost the last person, still waiting for ultrasound at 11am. I think they only have 1 machine. 1 patient takes 30 minutes, I need to wait for another 20 minutes. Oh, my..

I wish I could learn the lesson and go to the center at the very early morning next time. 

Free breakfast

donation

玟希5岁儿童节

终于做了蛋糕给玟希带去学校. 孩子们帮忙，一起完成，很开心。

New Blog

Thanks to https://youtu.be/PqWZnNy8XGA

I will try my best to note down my feeling and diary for myself. One day when I read it, I can feel my feeling at the moment.

Last night, my daughter stay at her grandma's house. I need to remind myself to read her more. My son and I went back home at 9pm+ and he played a while at the community hall. Glad to see him playing while chit-chating with those aunties.

When we reach home, my son happily called his father. I went to bath, while expecting his father will take care the son. Disappointed when done bath with seeing my son sit on father's lap with i-pad. I reminded him again. Where is the attention from a father? (whispered to myself: and a husband?) I knew he then put on the clothes from washing machine, should I glad? With my wet clothes in tong still at outside.

I'm folding the clothes while building wood tower with Zac, he is busy with the Youtube and phone and laptop. It's late, 11:30pm. I'm still folding the clothes. I need to learn a way and strike for balance between house chores and kids.

I wanted to learn to love him, but without courage how long can I go? When he will want to spend more quality time with kids? I hope I can reduce the tv time and play with kids and read for kids more. Reminding myself: Love is everything, I should always start from myself.